I haven't been back for so long, i've almost forgotten how my blog looked like, lol. Man, it has been really too long. I've been busy for so long, so used to the hectic pace of life its get really uncomfortable now that holidays' here and i've got absolutely nothing to do.....
Well, i'm done with my exams and this time round its kinda different from all the semesters i've been through. I've been pretty worried with my results for all my modules all this while and i've basically been praying everyday, hoping that it'll all turn out well with me passing all my 4 modules this semester and graduating from uni. Its really time for me to bid farewell to education and get into the working society with a main goal of building up my careers and restructuring my life on a new level altogether. Heavenly mother, saints and buddhas, please let me pass everything this semester and graduate!!
Life haven't been all work and no play this period of time. I'm still chilling out at STC while earning money at the same time just that its been really too long since they seperated darzdarz and me at work and i think its high time i do something about it. Other than that, work's pretty alright.....
Well, the highlights of my life is and has always been darzdarz. Life with her have been really great. I haven't gone through a day not feeling that my love for her have grown deeper and stronger. She's been really sweet to me, especially during my exam prep period. She was so supportive, so caring, so sweet. Kinda makes me think what good deed had i done in my past life to deserve such a sweet girl like her. Love is really blossoming, that i can assure u. =D
To my precious darzdarz, i know u'll do well for your test, Dun worry =D
I'll always be just next to u, supporting u to the fullest, facing everything that comes ur way. Like i say... I couldn't make ur shoulders broader, but i'll always be an extra pair of shoulders for u. To shoulder all the burdens u have, to be there for u, whenever, wherever...
To all my friends in SIM, good luck with all ur results!!
We shall pass everything and graduate together!!
Till my next update =D
Wandering around the world
罗志祥 - 幸福不灭
Friday, May 15, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Emptiness.....
I've came back to a home, a home of emptiness.....
Without "her" love, i dun think i'll be able to hold on any much longer
I'd probably have packed up and leave for a short trip before coming back
And hope home will not be so empty anymore after i come back.....
Or maybe its me who chose to feel that way.....
I guess sorrow has got its roots deeper in me than i expected
Without "her" love, i dun think i'll be able to hold on any much longer
I'd probably have packed up and leave for a short trip before coming back
And hope home will not be so empty anymore after i come back.....
Or maybe its me who chose to feel that way.....
I guess sorrow has got its roots deeper in me than i expected
Thursday, February 26, 2009
"Snowy Day"
Hey guys, back from a long break from updating my blog. I've been away, spending a lot of quality time with my darzdarz, walking hand in hand with her in the path of life.
The weather is kinda rainy this period of time, which is also one of my favourite. Rain always reminds me of snow, the white, pure flakes from heaven. I love snow, sadly only seen it twice in my life. As snow falls from the sky, it looks so pure, so free, so full of emotions and empathy.
Watching the rain reminds of how it felt when I watch snowflakes fall from the sky, filling my heart with emotions. It’s almost like keys falling from the sky, unlocking the very gate that sealed the entrance to my heart. As the raindrops fall, I feel myself falling deep into my heart, feeling all that’s bothering me inside. All the emotions, the problems, the feelings.......
As I sipped on my chamomile tea, looking at the rain outside, I started thinking a lot about the recent past, about the dates I had with darzdarz before we got together, the day she held my hand when we're outside PS, the days we were together, how I began to realised that I’m thinking about her 24/7, wanting to care for her for a very long time to come, how I can feel her love for me (so pure, so strong), how I (wish, hope, want) to walk into the very distant of the future with her, always being there for her....... so much fond memories and emotions in such a short period of time.
As I looked at the rain outside from my window, it feels like I’ve taken on a journey into the past and back. All the things that happened, the pain, the sorrow, the fear, all the mistakes and regrets. I began to learn a little bit more about life. What hurt you deeply in the past serves to be a lesson for you to learn and what hurt you before only serves to make you a stronger person as you walk out of it. The regrets in the past makes you cherish the present and future even more than before. The past becomes a part of my history that's there for me to learn from and nothing more, cos it’s a part of life that had already past and will never be changed. I dun fear anymore cos it will only hinder my progress, I dun regret anymore cos I give in my all for things to work out, I dun feel pain anymore cos I’ve got my darzdarz beside me and likewise me beside her. Nothing is more important to me now then being a good bf to her and complete my studies and head out into the society.
The sunset after the rain, so beautiful, so warm. I feel like I’m engulfed in its arms, showing me the whole world in a different light. I feel lighter, both physically and spiritually. I'm more focus now, cos I know what’s important to me and I work hard to develop, protect and most importantly cherish it. I dun fear anymore, cos there's nothing in life to fear about anymore. Neither do I hold back, cos that’s not in my agenda to begin with. I study hard cos that’s what I’m supposed to do, and I give "her" all my love cos that’s what I’m going to do for many many more years to come. Let this sunset seal my thoughts, as a promise to myself, and as an assurance that all that is going to happen because I wish, hope and want and more importantly cos I believe it will.......
The weather is kinda rainy this period of time, which is also one of my favourite. Rain always reminds me of snow, the white, pure flakes from heaven. I love snow, sadly only seen it twice in my life. As snow falls from the sky, it looks so pure, so free, so full of emotions and empathy.
Watching the rain reminds of how it felt when I watch snowflakes fall from the sky, filling my heart with emotions. It’s almost like keys falling from the sky, unlocking the very gate that sealed the entrance to my heart. As the raindrops fall, I feel myself falling deep into my heart, feeling all that’s bothering me inside. All the emotions, the problems, the feelings.......
As I sipped on my chamomile tea, looking at the rain outside, I started thinking a lot about the recent past, about the dates I had with darzdarz before we got together, the day she held my hand when we're outside PS, the days we were together, how I began to realised that I’m thinking about her 24/7, wanting to care for her for a very long time to come, how I can feel her love for me (so pure, so strong), how I (wish, hope, want) to walk into the very distant of the future with her, always being there for her....... so much fond memories and emotions in such a short period of time.
As I looked at the rain outside from my window, it feels like I’ve taken on a journey into the past and back. All the things that happened, the pain, the sorrow, the fear, all the mistakes and regrets. I began to learn a little bit more about life. What hurt you deeply in the past serves to be a lesson for you to learn and what hurt you before only serves to make you a stronger person as you walk out of it. The regrets in the past makes you cherish the present and future even more than before. The past becomes a part of my history that's there for me to learn from and nothing more, cos it’s a part of life that had already past and will never be changed. I dun fear anymore cos it will only hinder my progress, I dun regret anymore cos I give in my all for things to work out, I dun feel pain anymore cos I’ve got my darzdarz beside me and likewise me beside her. Nothing is more important to me now then being a good bf to her and complete my studies and head out into the society.
The sunset after the rain, so beautiful, so warm. I feel like I’m engulfed in its arms, showing me the whole world in a different light. I feel lighter, both physically and spiritually. I'm more focus now, cos I know what’s important to me and I work hard to develop, protect and most importantly cherish it. I dun fear anymore, cos there's nothing in life to fear about anymore. Neither do I hold back, cos that’s not in my agenda to begin with. I study hard cos that’s what I’m supposed to do, and I give "her" all my love cos that’s what I’m going to do for many many more years to come. Let this sunset seal my thoughts, as a promise to myself, and as an assurance that all that is going to happen because I wish, hope and want and more importantly cos I believe it will.......
Monday, February 16, 2009
Bliss
The day she took my hand was the day that changed my life, making it our lives. I might not be the best of all guys around, but i'll be the one who gives in all i can, what i can, to you. This, i promise you...... Muackz and Huggiez
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
A new chapter
I'm attached, to a sweet and wonderful girl =D Sorry but i've got not much time to do this update cos i'm busy spending time with her kekez. Till then =D
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